for your information 2.0: (fall 2009)

thissunshine — Thu, 24 Sep 2009 02:21:35 +0000

i still smoke and drink some caffeine, i’ve given up every other drug

i take zero medications everyday and question sometimes if that’s a good idea

i will always spend too much money

i want to be kissed

it feels good to say that i think i would be okay if i spent the rest of my life alone

i have numerous pseudo-crushes

i love

i feel like i can save myself

i want to be successful, but still don’t know what that means

i have finally been able to give people my music mixes, yet secretly still think they’re inferior

i believe my parents love me the best they can

i can live through that

i feel like i am completely different person than the last time i wrote this poem and i think everyone knows…

for your information: (spring 2008)

thissunshine — Thu, 24 Sep 2009 02:13:57 +0000

i know cigarettes and caffeine are bad for me, but i like them anyway, preferably together

i take two medications and resent it everyday

i am always spending too much money

i need to be kissed by someone who needs it too

i think i may want to spend the rest of my life with a woman

i have numerous girl-crushes

i am in love with many people i don’t know or haven’t even met

i feel like saving the environment will save me

i want to be successful, whatever that means

i make great music mixes, but feel like they’re inferior for other people

i want my parents to love me, but am slowly realizing that may not happen

i realize that i have to live through it

i feel like i’m a completely different person than i was a year ago and no one even notices…